Upbringing Krisha

Its a nice feeling of motherhood but this last trimester is too tiresome...
though i keep myself busy with my painting, household work and my morning & evening walk....
but still i m bored to eternity...


i need an adventureous vacation soon after delivery...
hopefully Akb ke pass time ho tabh...
as i guess he's the busiest father/ husband on earth.....
hardly has any time for us...


well, now a days i dream a lot...
sometimes i play with a sweet little angel & the other day i m playing with a naughty boy...
i always see my baby talking to me...

i at times think of how would i raise my kid???? will i be a soft mother or hard one...
kuch samjh nahi aa raha...
how will i behave???
only time will tell i guess...


i daily plan as to how shud i decorate the baby's room?
shud it hv jungle look (rough tough baby) or a sea look (calm baby)....
or a fairy look for our sweet little angel... all confused...
Akb never helps in this decision...
he thinks its bit too early to decide on this matter...

but i think its right time to decide so as i can prepare the things accordingly...
i wanna do the room all by myself... i m also in mood to paint the baby's room all by myself...
so planning to go to market today & purchase some creative paper & start the work...
lets hope how it goes?????

There was a time when i didn't want to marry a girl from Ambala :P. Now my new generation will also be from Ambala. Being from Ambala though has its own advantages. I love that ambala chats and food. i hate ambala galis. i like it for its size and pace of life. at the same time - you don't like it for having nothing for entertainment.

Suchita - dont worry. Now as you are married to a Chandigarh Person, you are much better :P

too much traffic, too much pollution. More then that - people don't even try to show some common sense.

As if this was not enough, we have wonderful governing agencies and awesome politicians. Politicians are always fighting for power. Agencies always have some excuse - we don't have funds.

I ask - how come the road made by you break in just 2 months. where is the quality check? Water has so much dirt/soil. People just take you for ride.

Good points : I have found very good friends here in Bangalore. Wherever I go, would like to be in touch with them. Thanks to all my friends.

I don't want my baby to grow in this environment. Probably time has come to think about my life/family and career now. I have made many decisions in isolation. I guess that with a kid - all that will change.

Come and come on time.. we all are waiting for you eagerly. Your father tries to be punctual. I hope that you will borrow that trait from me and not from your mom

Finally I was able to see Suchita during my so called Diwali vacation. She has gained weight, still she is very healthy. 

In fact now as I have been successful in reducing weight, I was able to comment and for first time she couldn't give me back. However i am sure that now it is matter of days before things become as they were before.

Now she is in 33rd week. We are almost there. just few - may be 5-6 weeks more. All fingers crossed.  I think that even I am becoming superstitious now. I just hope that I do not go overboard. Suchita has told me that now baby movement has reduced a lot. I guess baby should be around 2 KGs now.

What kind of father I would be? I really don't know. I have my opinions, knowledge. What i want my kid to be. I don't know. whatever he/she becomes, i want my kids to enjoy life.