Upbringing Krisha

Its a nice feeling of motherhood but this last trimester is too tiresome...
though i keep myself busy with my painting, household work and my morning & evening walk....
but still i m bored to eternity...


i need an adventureous vacation soon after delivery...
hopefully Akb ke pass time ho tabh...
as i guess he's the busiest father/ husband on earth.....
hardly has any time for us...


well, now a days i dream a lot...
sometimes i play with a sweet little angel & the other day i m playing with a naughty boy...
i always see my baby talking to me...

i at times think of how would i raise my kid???? will i be a soft mother or hard one...
kuch samjh nahi aa raha...
how will i behave???
only time will tell i guess...


i daily plan as to how shud i decorate the baby's room?
shud it hv jungle look (rough tough baby) or a sea look (calm baby)....
or a fairy look for our sweet little angel... all confused...
Akb never helps in this decision...
he thinks its bit too early to decide on this matter...

but i think its right time to decide so as i can prepare the things accordingly...
i wanna do the room all by myself... i m also in mood to paint the baby's room all by myself...
so planning to go to market today & purchase some creative paper & start the work...
lets hope how it goes?????

There was a time when i didn't want to marry a girl from Ambala :P. Now my new generation will also be from Ambala. Being from Ambala though has its own advantages. I love that ambala chats and food. i hate ambala galis. i like it for its size and pace of life. at the same time - you don't like it for having nothing for entertainment.

Suchita - dont worry. Now as you are married to a Chandigarh Person, you are much better :P