it was when AKB was hospitalised for stone pain, when first time seeing his blood i almost fainted.... v both got some hint there itself but since he was having severe pain v didnot gave any serious thought to our developing baby....
not only this i was running all around in the hospital.... anware of the new change in our life... later when things got confirmed tht v became consious of the fact......
thereafter things totally changed....
i got bed rest for 1 month & had to be at home all time...
i used to think earlier ki jab mera baby hoga than i'll work & will remain active but hardly i knew ki meri tabiyat itni kharab ho jaegi...
for the first trimester i was vomiting too much... i cud hardly eat anything & was very irritating...
but thanks to AKB as he was always next to understand this & help me out...
it was a surprise for me as he was never in favour of having baby so soon... he always wanted to wait for 3-4 yrs so as we could complete his MBA & than hv his baby...
his behaviour seemed to b contradictary to his thoughts.... he was more excited than me...
may b i was going through physical pain so just cudnot relish the first trimester with my baby... but things r changing now....
i would say the most imp change which i noticed was the growing warmth in my relation with AKB... even after more than 2 yrs of marriage i had a belief tht v cudnot relate to reach other....
we wud fight on petty issues....
but with the baby coiming in our life; the motto behind fights have changed...
though we still fight... u c human nature can never change.... ;)
but now AKB & i have more friendly relation rather than the traditional wife-hubby one...
He has started sharing his thoughts & views....he is more expressive now...
though at times he's still the same stubborn mid-aged lad..... :(
he's become little childish... not tht old matured papa.......saying hey why can't u sit quietly in one corner....
lets c how things move further...
lagta hia sab change ho jaega.... AKB akb nahi rahenge & mei mei nahi rahoungi...
Agar AKB meri tara ho jaenge tu maza aa jaega...or agar mei AKB ki tara ho gayi tu hamari life mei se "Fight" word hi khatam ho jaega....
whats yr saying on this AKB????
how it all happened????????
my baby in its 5th month
jab pheli baar confirm hua ki the test is positive, i just cud not believe ki i m pregant.... laga ki how cud i carry a small baby in me....
but jaise jaise days pass hote ja rahe hia ab acha lagne laga hia.... now i think ki mera baby ab kya kar raha hoga?how wud he look & how wud i talk to him & react to his mischiefs?????
mann mei itne sawal hia & itni baate hia ki bus....
i want ki baby healthy ho... cutey pie ho.. :P
phele tu darr lagta tha ki how will AKB react to baby's birth but with passing time his excitement is increasing.... acha lag raha hia jaan ke ki even he has some emotions for his baby!!!!!
guess AKB wud b a better parent than i... as i know i will b the spoiling part & he wud be the practical hitler part... :)
phele jab vomits hoti thi than i used to feel ki why did i got into all this.... but ab apne baby ko apne pass rakhne ka dil hota hia...
aaj when i m writing about m feelings i can feel something moving slighlty in my tum tum....
shayad ye hi baby movements hia... aaj subha bhi when i was half asleep i got a blow in my stomach... i think tht was baby's first kick......
so phir aaj ka day tu rememerable hua na.... :)
kabhi lagta hia ki i m carrying a baby tu kabhi mei bilkul hi bhool jati hu... kabhi mei dance karne lagti hu tu kabhi i m running.... lagta hia aajkaal overexcited ho gayi hu...
suit pehen kar tu i actually feel i m pregy.... but in western vo feeling hi chali jati hia...
kitna difference hia na...
chalo gn....